Posts Tagged ‘Karma’

The sharp pain was becoming more prominent. It was closing up on me but for some reason I seem to be smiling at it, maybe, just for a second I thought it will all end. What is the end? Where is the end? The end is all over and you see hundreds of people who die in natural hazards and there are the other hundreds who die for different reasons. It all finishes at some point. I heard this many a times – Death is not the greatest loss in life, the greatest loss is what dies in us while we live? How many of us are really living then?

The dice spin and lands on a green paper!! It smells wonderful and nice and fresh out of the Royal Mint. Well what can we talk about right now rather than the paper that actually spins the world around? Money! It is so vital and more like the entire pulse of the situation depends on it. I know and I have also heard it a million times – Money is not everything in this world. Well yes, I agree with all those people out there but let me also add-on to that thought – Money may not be everything in this world but with Money everything is possible. If you don’t agree with me, maybe you should try answering these questions:

  • How many people are genuinely interested in providing you a meal a day – free of charge?
  • How come when you do stare at something long enough during window shopping, the CS does not offer you the item for free?
  • How come that when you decide to give the beggar change, you would think twice of whether he is using your money wisely?
  • If you can, list down one thing a person would repeatedly do without charging you the green note? Please go ahead!

 I rest my case on Money, Money, Money – Rich Man’s World.

Expectations seem to be the way of life these days. It starts right from the time you were born. Your parents start it, followed by siblings, family, teachers, friends, gf/bf, husband/wife, children and the entire cycle repeats. God dammit just stop. That’s a whole lot of shit to take on. How come that when you don’t live to a certain level of expectations that you are looked down upon at the same time you hear everyone out there who repeatedly tell you, live your life because Life is too short. Really?? You think I didn’t know that? I have seen enough deaths in my family to know that life is short. If everyone knew that Life is short, why the f*** don’t they let people live their life to their level of expectations. Why set expectations for me and then judge me based on your scale? Expectations aren’t bad if they are set by you for yourself and you raise it for you to do better. That’s your own challenge and who could know your capabilities better than you? Why do people feel that we have to live up to theirs?

 The Freedom – for some it could be dipping your feet into a pond for a natural pedicure and for others it could mean having the time to do what you like? Either way, Freedom is genuinely liked by everyone; however it becomes a limitation when you have to consider the opportunity of freedom for another person. What is freedom? To have and create the opportunity that serves the vision of your life and working towards it. In simple words, it’s finding your passion and working for it so it becomes an unsinkable reality. This is where the twist is – When you try to find the passion, they would tell you 101 things and you still manage to go ahead with it. Every step you take there after adds on to another 101 things. Till they see you fall down, they would not stop. Here’s what happens when you fall, the ‘I told you so’ smile becomes wide and clear on their faces. Remember that people fall, everyone does. The beauty of Life is not in never falling but rise every time you fall. So next time you want freedom, just be prepared with a first aid kit 😀


The Maze of the Mind
The Maze of the Mind!!

Chaotic, isn’t it? Welcome to the insides of the mind!


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Known anybody in your life who can be a good companion and at the same time turn around and be a Bitch for life!!!

Gosh I just know someone and it’s irritating the hell outta me!!! Urgh!!! The reason why it gets to me is because for once I cant make up my mind on what sort she is? or maybe how I need to treat her in return?

I’m not the kind who judges people on the 1st meeting or even later  because I very much believe everybody has a reason to be doing what they are doing, even though it reflects negatively or positively on others. What bothers me right now is in-despite of me not judging her, I still cant figure out how I need to react to this person.  Should I be a cold bitch when she is to me? should I still share a laugh with her knowing that maybe, just maybe the next second she is just going to back-stab me with something (God knows what??)

Hmmmmm, Hummmmmm, Mmmmmmmmm and a bleak noise ………………………

I’m reacting badly because she is getting on my nerves and I know this post could have a lot of mistakes but I’m just writing this whole thing at the heat of the moment. Ok, it’s hard to get her so I’m just going to take it as it comes!!!


Who's the Bitch Now???


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The only reason why someone could be up at 06:30am on a Saturday morning is………. OK, let’s not even go there.. I’m HUNGRY.. The simple reason enough to make anyone crawl out of bed anytime and go on that hunt, the hunt for food..

Here’s a re-cap to why I ended up in a hungry state. I have had only Breakfast yesterday and kept living my lunch meal off with Coffee in hand, as I pleased. (I know this is me making the most absurd decision by not eating & I also can hear the most sanest ppl out there telling me, ‘you are going to be in trouble for that’)so yes, I know and I think of actually making a conscious effort to eat & eat on time..

Last night was one of those nights that you kept looking for food and couldn’t seem to find any! It was actually very hard to give up on food. Alas I did after much sniffing & snooping, I FOUND NOTHING to fill my empty, growling stomach. I settled for the next best option, Water :). It is a true gift of God and yes when you drink it with the intention of letting it fill you up, it does 😀

Here’s a little thought for today- I had actually gone to sleep one night hungry but I atleast had an option of drinking water. How about most of the people out there who live in poverty, with no proper meals, no clean water, not even a tiny biscuit pack in their hand. Smarties & Chocolates are just a part of Disney World for them & then you also wonder how many of them actually know about a fancy land like that?? I’m pretty sure most of us make a conscious effort in feeding someone in need or handing over a couple of bucks so they could buy a meal (If you aren’t, start doing it now).

Life goes by a single rule and we all interpret it in different ways and have different names to it too.. Here’s my version:

“The more good things you give, the better stuff you get, the bad things you do, the worst you ever get”

Choose what you do in life wisely because at the end of the day, one wrong done(without immediate correction or repentance) can actually come back to bite you!

It is officially 07:30am and I do want to go back to sleep. Remember it’s the weekend!! Hope you guys had a great head start 😀


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